May 20

Finally

So my first semester is over — and I got an A. The first week of class, I thought I was in over my head — it was so difficult and unfamiliar, but I didn’t miss a single day and I studied my butt off. The unexpected bonus? I discovered I really enjoy Biology.

This transition (back) to college wasn’t easy. Administratively, it’s not as smooth a process as it could be (for adult learners like me), and there was a lot of misinformation about which classes I need to take. But the good thing is that most of that is behind me and I know what to expect now. And I confirmed what I already suspected: I was a little out of practice sticking to something through the hard parts. The entire semester was a challenge — academically, administratively, and personally; life didn’t stop happening when I was at school.

In order to do well in my course, I didn’t spend a lot of time knitting (or cleaning, or cooking), so it became something to look forward to as a reward. As a result, I have a lot of projects in various states of completion, things I want to re-work, finish, or frog and I’m looking forward to finally being able to tackle that as well as reconnect with my favorite blogs and friends! And I found my camera (buried on my desk under two swatches), so expect to see more actual photos instead of iPhone photos.

In my last blog entry, I mentioned the Latvian Mitten class and my reasoning for wedging in a class during the weekend before my final exam in Biology: I really wanted to learn the skills to knit these mittens:

Beth Brown-Reinsel's Latvian Fingerless Mitts - Knitting Traditions

Knitting Traditions Winter 2011
Latvian Fingerless Mitts

I started them when I got home from the class. I don’t think I would have figured out the tricky bits on my own, so this class was indispensable. I’m at the point on my mitts where it’s time to knit the Latvian braid — and it’s one of the skills I had trouble with on the sample, so I set it aside until I could work on it uninterrupted. Here’s a link to an excellent video showing how to knit the braid.

If I finish all my mitts- and mittens-in-progress, I’ll have a full wardrobe of hand warmers for the (blessedly-short Texas) winter.

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May 07

Knitting for the troubled spirit

The outcome of my 3-hour Beth Brown-Reinsel "Latvian Wristers" class

Some of you already know the Elizabeth Zimmermann quote:

Properly practiced, knitting soothes the troubled spirit, and it doesn’t hurt the untroubled spirit either

It’s so appropriate — yet knitting was the last thing on my mind (see Heaviness) this past week until I went to the 3-hour class I signed up for in March: Latvian Wristers (taught by Beth Brown-Reinsel). I’m so glad I did. Not only was it incredibly nourishing and comforting being around friends and fellow knitters, but picking up double-pointed needles and yarn was actually just what I needed.

I am so grateful for your comments on my previous post and I appreciate all your thoughtful words of comfort during this difficult time. Grief is a full-body experience and at the end of the day (if not some time before), I am just overcome with exhaustion. It is so helpful to know that you understand . . . and that losing somebody we love is a shared experience. I no longer need to worry that my words of sympathy for others will ring hollow and shallow — because every comment left here last week was deeply felt and every one of them is so appreciated. Thank you.

Doing something creative this weekend, however short-lived, was a hopeful endeavor. I’m strengthened by it and can finally appreciate how fulfilling it can be to pick up yarn and busy my hands. I also loved learning about the history of Latvian mittens — so fascinating!

When I signed up for the class, it was for the sole purpose of gaining the skills I needed to knit the mittens on the cover of Knitting Traditions Winter 2011 issue. Along with the magazine, last year I also purchased all the yarn in the same colorway as the mittens on the cover. To see more, please check my Ravelry pages for both the completed wrister from the class as well as my Latvian mittens in progress.

Postscript: I went a little nuts and reworked my blog template and WordPress theme. If you’re viewing this in a reader and you’re curious to see the changes, please click through to the blog.

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May 01

Heaviness

Scrapbook Page

My dad passed away early Saturday morning, April 28, 2012. For several years, he battled Alzheimer’s disease while physically remaining relatively healthy. But even though it made for a long good-bye, we’re grateful to have had that opportunity. My grief sneaks up on me and I haven’t fully given it to it yet. Most of the time, it’s a heaviness. But as I go through some of his things that I’ve had for years, I uncover little mysteries. He didn’t really keep anything from us — he was just incredibly quiet. When he retired from the military in his early 40′s, he went back to school. He earned his Bachelor of Science degree in Trade and Industrial Education when he was 52 years old. I came across his transcript last night while looking for something else and it told a story of a lot of dedication. Sure, I knew he was taking college classes all that time — even while he was teaching. He went in the evenings, on the weekends — and full time during the summer. But I didn’t realize what a long commitment it was. Yet he did it. He finished. And I think he would have gotten a chuckle out of my having waited almost as long as he did to go back to school.

One of the last things I remember him saying to me . . . when I was knitting these socks, “Is there anything you can’t do?” If I had known what I know now, I would have told him that I get that from him.

I miss my dad.

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Apr 19

The Obviousness

One class. One class is all I’m taking and yet, with this new addition to my routine, it’s been a massive time management challenge — albeit a good one. I’m closing in on the last few weeks of school and have really enjoyed this class and looking forward to more in the summer and in the fall.

I could make the usual excuses for not blogging, but I won’t — I just haven’t made it a priority. I do miss it! I’m making a list of things I want (and need) to do as soon as school is out . . . and remembering that feeling of anticipation I used to have as a kid looking forward to the last day of school. It’s almost as good as the anticipation of the FIRST day of school. (I’m weird, I know).

There will be:

Knitting, reading, writing, manicures, pedicures, crochet, lunches with friends, visits to the dentist, doctor (I’m committed now), painting some rooms, deep cleaning . . .

Who knew that just one class could be so all-consuming!?

(I’m making a hard-won A as of this writing . . . so the energy and time investment is paying off)

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Mar 17

Samurai Educators

About six months ago, I came across the Flickr stream of a fellow Japanese-American, Koji K., who was adding to his “Occupied Japan” photo set there. Several of his photos (most from 1949) were similar to many of my dad’s photos taken in and near Tokyo during that same time. He got in touch with me and we discovered that both of our Japanese moms grew up within 5 miles of one another. Both our fathers were in the military — his in military intelligence and mine in communications (different branches, however). When I expressed that I was having some difficulty in filling in some gaps in my Japanese family history, Koji agreed to help me translate a letter my uncle wrote that outlined my Japanese grandfather’s ancestry. With help from his father, he translated this helpful narrative, and also provided additional explanations and commentary, that you’ll see below, along with photos and website links — an unexpected bonus!

[Our family] was established in 1569 in a (village) place called Koei, located in the town called “Nankanmachi” (or “Nankancho”) on the outskirts of the Kumamoto Prefecture. The family temple is called “Butsushouji.” 

Per the family record in this temple, the family was started by . . . “Jinzaemon” about 400 years ago. Around the time of the Battle of Sekigahara, he moved to Nankan from the present day Fukuoka Prefecture. (A distance of around 70 miles)

Magobee was Jinzaemon’s 8th (generation) descendant (born 1740). Then from “Gengo”, the 9th generation descendant, [our family] took on important regional offices. 

According to Gengo’s oldest son “Haruzou” (1806-1876), his second son, “Natsuzo” (1812 – 1860) as well as Natsuzou’s second son, “Kumajirou” (1852-1906), [our family] become famous (well-known) around Nankan as Japan rushed ahead as a modern nation in the Meiji Restoration . . . leaving the Tokugawa era behind. 

The three of them . . . became [local leaders] and managed the political situation before the Meiji Restoration. [Our ancestors] received from the Hosokawa Family (a document) that gave them the right to bear a surname and wear a sword. They were a “gentile samurai family.” 

Koji:  . . . in feudal Japan, the classes were generally samurai and not samurai. Also, lower class citizens (e.g. farmers) were strictly prohibited from carrying swords. If your family were of farming heritage, this document . . . was extremely rare. 

While [he] was the [local leader], Haruzou started a private school (about 1840-1895). He educated (trained) many young people. The three of them — Haruzou, Natsuzou and Kumajiro — managed the private school which grew to about 700 young people. At that same time, the people of that district were very grateful to [our ancestors] — so much so that even today, they still hold a festival [in our family's name].

Your great ancestor Natsuzou is Haruzou’s younger brother; he had four boys and one girl. Natsuzou’s last boy, Motomichi, is your great grandfather. Motomichi (1860-1926) was landlord in the Nankan district.

Koji searched for more information about my ancestors’ school and found several sites mentioning the school — which still exists today. Here’s a photo showing the marker outside the school:

Haruzou's School

For those of you who can read Japanese, here is the link that goes with the photo. There’s more here as well.

Koji: In the first bullet point/paragraph, this author writes about Haruzou and your family’s temple. It describes how to get there and such, down to a barbershop and a general store nearby. It also mentions the school he set up and apparently, if you eventually go, it says one of his scrolls is still hanging inside.

Koji also found information regarding a bridge that Haruzou built in their village:

Haruzou's Bridge
Again, since some of you read Japanese, here is the link that goes with the bridge photo.

And finally, the bell at the family temple in Nankan Village:

Bell at Family Temple in Nankan Village
Link here.

While I already knew that my ancestors were samurai, I didn’t know that they were granted their honorary status by a prominent samurai family. Their status wasn’t due to their having been warriors, but leaders and educators.

There were several other interesting items in my uncle’s letter, and I was intrigued to discover that my grandmother was a teacher at girl’s school when she met my grandfather. Thank you, Koji!

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Mar 15

Feather and Fan

Feather & Fan Baby Blanket

[ Feather & Fan Blanket on Ravelry ]

Guess who likes loves to knit baby blankets? When I was first pregnant, I never really understood the generosity of people I barely knew hand crafting lovely things for me (and other expectant mothers), but I totally get it now! I think there must be a kind of primal urge that fiber lovers get — satisfied only by honoring a newly arrived little one with something made especially for them. Because if Mom could do it, the best time is before the baby arrives — but she’s way too busy attending to the newest addition to her family to have time or energy to make something.

So the honor is truly mine in this case to knit something to match the purple bedding and decor that was chosen for little H’s room. And after that, I’ll knit another blanket for another little girl due in July. While boys are great fun to knit for, there’s just something about knitting for girls. (Those of you who’ve seen my recent favorites on Ravelry: this serves as notice that these little ones are not my future granddaughters).

This pattern is a classic — not only Feather & Fan, but an Ann Norling (#35) pattern. It’s dependable, basic, and customizable. This is typical for Ann Norling patterns in that she provides a wide range of options for yarn weights and finished sizes. Based on your yarn’s gauge, choose the size you want to knit and she’ll provide you with the amount of stitches to cast on and an estimate of the yardage you’ll need. It’s almost fool proof — and that’s what I needed. The yarn is Cascade Pacific — it’s incredibly soft and also machine washable. And purple!

As a follow up to my last post, here are my results for the VARK questionnaire:

V – 7
A – 9
R – 10
K – 7

I loved knowing what your results were! Some of them, I would have guessed — but some were surprises. The key bit of knowledge is that with new or challenging material, we default to our learning preferences. We simply have to refine those strengths to maximize learning. So when it comes to learning new knitting techniques, do your learning preferences line up with your quiz results? Mine do!

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Mar 08

Just the basics


I really didn’t intend to disappear for so long! I’ve been trying to figure out the best way to balance everything — school, work, family, and everything in between. It hasn’t been easy, but things are beginning to run more smoothly. School is going well and I’m adjusting to the work load. I try to reward myself with some knitting time while I’m studying, but it doesn’t always work out.

I’ll have a lot to share next week — it’s Spring Break! I’ve got knitting books to review, some interesting new information about my Japanese ancestry, and photos of finished projects. Meanwhile, just for fun, check out this learning styles questionnaire. What predominant learning styles are your default? I’d love to know — leave a comment if you feel comfortable doing so. I’ll share mine next time.

I’m still a little bit overwhelmed in Biology Lab, but it’s getting better. Doesn’t this specimen look gross? (It’s actually just . . . dirt).

 

 

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Jan 20

New Path

“There is a time in every man’s education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried.” (Self Reliance, Ralph Waldo Emerson)

Did you guess? I started back to school on Wednesday. My work is cut out for me. It’s been a very, very long time since I was a college student and I was a little bit anxious about the whole thing. But everything has been okay. I’ll be taking a few core classes before I get to the fun stuff, but I’m excited and hopeful about this new path. I’ll still be blogging and knitting, but some of my posts might be about . . . school.

Thank you all for the supportive and encouraging comments on my previous post. You continue to affirm for me that blogging is a positive force and that we gain so much from one another through what we share, selective as it can be sometimes. I value each one of you and take your words and sentiments with me when I read them.

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Jan 08

Choice 2012 : Admissions

Kindle Fire screenshot

I’m starting this post a bit unsure whether I’m even going to publish it, but I really feel like I have to write it — if for no other reason than to have something to re-read when I’m feeling anxious about a choice.

Before I get to all that, I have to tell you — I got a Kindle Fire for Christmas and I absolutely love it. The screen shot above was taken with my cell phone while I was sampling a magazine. I still have my original Kindle and won’t part with it, because it’s still ideal for me when I want to log several hours reading straight text. I wanted the Fire for cookbooks, knitting books, magazines and knitting patterns. I wasn’t sure I would try the apps, watch videos or use it to go online. But I was excited that I would get to listen to the music I had purchased from Amazon and I’ve used that feature a lot. Battery power is amazing — I watched an entire season of Downton Abbey yesterday and didn’t need to charge it until the final episode. So now, not only do I have all my books at my fingertips, I also have music, videos, magazines and personal documents. I still tend to rarely use the apps (not its strong point) with the exception of Evernote — which I use as a reference, and not to generate new notes. I could go on and on about it and probably will — another day.

2011 caused a bit of a tailspin for me and I was determined going in to 2012 that I would never have a repeat of most of those 365 days if I had anything to say about it. Throughout the year, I tried to focus on the good things in my midst and in looking, I usually found them in abundance. But the lingering feeling was that so much was happening that was out of my control and all I could do was react and adapt. Often, I did it without much grace, but I did it. I survived 2011. But I wanted to start 2012 from a position of more control and peace, and began to see ways in which I was undermining my sense of control — habits that I’d acquired that directly impacted my sense of inner peace.

It’s all about input. It’s about what I set before myself. What I put IN directly affects what comes out. I’ll back up by saying that I do tend to enjoy a good conflict, a conspiracy theory, a great debate. But for this illustration, let’s focus JUST on what’s online for a moment. There are a handful of blogs that I read (not listed in my sidebar because I don’t visit them often and you’re about to find out why) for “trainwreck” value. They aren’t people I know or have met in real life — or even want to know! But I suppose I read them for a sense of relief that I don’t have it quite as bad as they do. On the other hand, I read some excellent blogs written by people I admire, have met, see regularly, or if I don’t know them personally, I really WANT to. I probably don’t let them know often enough how grateful I am that they continue to write and share through their blogs. So I made a choice this year to visit those blogs more, but the others — the ones written by people I don’t know and whose values I don’t share (even though I’ve been reading some of them for over 7 years!) — I’m stopping. I already feel a lot more peace.

The other thing — and said this to myself many times — knitting is not my job. I’m not a slave to my Ravelry queue or my fiber stash. I can knit what I want, whenever I want, without explanation whenever the mood strikes me. I do have some deadlines and commitments to knit things as gifts or as part of a group effort, but that’s pure enjoyment. I’m just done feeling guilty (and this is inner guilt — not anything that anybody has imposed upon me). I can CHOOSE to do something about yarn that hasn’t become what I wanted it to be (release it), projects that haven’t turned out the way I wanted (frog them!) or tools that have become redundant (cull!): no more arbitrary rules for my knitting or unproductive goal setting. I’ve already told myself that I can start as many new things as I want to, and it’s interesting that giving myself permission has led to more sensible choices than I thought I would ever make. I will share more about that throughout the year.

I know that this is just a blog and only a tiny glimpse of the person behind it, but thank you for visiting here and leaving comments. So few people blog anymore, but I still value this medium very much and I appreciate you.

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Jan 04

Charlie’s Christmas Hat

Charlie's Hat

I love knitting hats and Charlie looks really cute wearing them, so he’s building quite a collection. When I needed a stranded knitting refresher, I pulled out the pattern I used when I was first learning and adapted it to the basic hat pattern I always use. The stitch count worked out perfectly and both Erica and Charlie liked his hat:

Charlie's Hat

(My own hat pattern with this chart)

I hate to jinx myself by even mentioning it, but I’ve had a lot of self discipline in sticking to a reasonable number of WIPs (works in progress). And so far this year (ha!) I’ve managed to knit every single day — even if it’s just a few rows. I’ve lost count of the times I’ve stopped myself from buying more yarn by reminding myself that I can consider it only when something moves from “in progress” to “completed.” Yet I still continue to tempt myself by browsing Ravelry and adding items to my queue and my favorites. One thing is certain — between Ravelry and Pinterest, I have insurance against sudden loss of inspiration. Speaking of Pinterest, if you would like an invitation, please let me know and I’ll send you one!

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